so its been months sinse my last entry.... wow :/ not much has changed, okk well thats not true at all... ive changed alot, i cant belive im here right now, in this position...... but watever... shit happens..... its been awhile since i took time to sort my life out, i just kinda take it day by day..... oh well :/ cant do much about it... ill survive, just a little bit of teenage angst, :P not that it matters :P